Some light!

I am lateeee...I am late...hw much ever I lament upon it...I'd only be more late...so that won't work. Let's device a stratey (that's my fav. line these days to pull myself out of SITUATIONS).
Was pondering upon a blog today...totally inspirational...people who have made their mark in the societies have had oraganised thought and action most often than not...infact I could safely say always. Well now...this sense of the need for an organised approach to life...is am sure a boon to me...though it arrived in late.

Ah...okie...I fell upon the 'plan in life' to be where u want to be post of smbdy in her blog. Pretty admirable hw she's gotten to see things to be simpler than they actually are. I had always learned to complicate things in life...and be lost in my self-created complications. This is not getting off me...perhaps am used to the complications. Exemplifying it...I cud simply be normal by wanting to get married like other grls...settle down and live happily ever after. Nevretheless there's this strange aspect of me...that often confuses me by indicating that maybe am born to live a life that's different...a life committed to higher things...where there's no marriage...no family. I know that sounds crazy...but well maybe I am crazy...I dunno. Whatever...so lemme descend upon the Earth for a change and try to make my stuff simpler. I also sorta noticed that my capacty to keep frens and move further's is hindered by this 'complicating things' habit of mine.

So...imitating this grl..I try to device a plan for myself...what do I want most basically out of my life...and wish to work towards the same.

1. Finish College
2. Get through and persue Civil Services
3. Get married
4. Study for a couple of years an area of fascination
6. Be a mom
7. Be a supercareergrl, superwife, and supermom (this is sth I picked up frm the blog I was mentioning before)

This is like the set path for now...with fixed deadlines for the same. Besides tha above broad goals...there are a plenty of sub-responsibilities to be taken care of...in their own orders of priority. So this is it for now...I think am a tiny bit relived as of now. I wish things happen the way they r planned (though I disbelieve they do). It's one's own panicky...that makes one worry a lot...:):):)....so that's all abt the current stuff...I'd leave now.


Never really mind...as I think am clearer whar I want otherwise