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Am kinda lazy to pick a title for the post. Yeah so...life's different...so different...have been realising that it doesn't get so motivating when u r doing some monotonous activity :(.

New plans

Yeah so ... one shud never forget what one wants if one wants to get what
one wants at the right time. :) pretty clumsy 'eh?...well it's a tautology
as it seems to me...the converse of which needn't be true always...or I'd
rather put it as...the condition is not an essential one...because of
lotta other issues...which I shall place most abstractly in the 'karma'
category which can make it not essential.

It's like u make a plan...and if u dun execute it...u'd have to waste time
making another plan.
This brings dwn ur efficiency and productivity. So act when u plan
according to the plan. Now, leaving all this fundae behind...I'd assert
that am a philosophical being...I more than strongly believe in Karma
etc., for their prepondence over other factors in every issue that's
unavilable
to scientific analysis.

I wanted to write my PLAN again....retelling myself what I need to do at
the basic level.
The following's my career plan - a little modified from the before one.

1. Finish College
2. Get through and persue Civil Services
3. Get married
4. Do an MBA
6. Be a mom
7. Be a Supercareergrl, Superwife, and Supermom

Higher things in life...

Yeah so ... one shud never forget what one wants if one wants to get what one wants at the right time. :) pretty clumsy 'eh?...well it's a tautology as it seems to me...the converse of which needn't be true always...or I'd rather put it as...the condition is not an essential one...because of lotta other issues...which I shall place most abstractly in the 'karma' category which can make it not essential.

It's like u make a plan...and if u dun execute it...u'd have to waste time making another plan.
This brings dwn ur efficiency and productivity. So act when u plan according to the plan. Now, leaving all this fundae behind...I'd assert that am a philosophical being...I more than strongly believe in Karma etc., for their prepondence over other factors in every issue that's unavilable
to scientific analysis.

I wanted to write my PLAN again....retelling myself what I need to do at the basic level.
The following's my career plan - a little modified from the before one.

1. Finish College
2. Get through and persue Civil Services
3. Get married
4. Do an MBA
6. Be a mom
7. Be a Supercareergrl, Superwife, and Supermom

Some sense

Hello people...I think...one should enjoy what one's doing thoroughly. One's intelligence lies in moulding the circumstances whatsoever they are to his/her benefit and joy...that's the living...and well which surely will propell the individual to his/her dreams in the littlest time. Great so...that's abt it. It's on my mind...am to attend sth else...otherwise there wud pages I cud go on and on with. Ciao when am freer in head.

Personality changes

I am recently being so strongly influenced by radical ideas and thinking, towards better goals ofcourse...in the company of newer frens and ppl. I kinda feel all my prejudices r being shattered to change my own self...it's a wonderful experience....while I have no idea abt the risk involved in it. It's sorta adventurous...I feel am living life more than ever to change. I love change :). I think that was too abstract to precisely hint a phase in life in so much brief. That's okie...I'll fall upon the details when I get real time. I shud move now. Will take pleasure in returning soon.

Lovingly
Chandana

Some light!

I am lateeee...I am late...hw much ever I lament upon it...I'd only be more late...so that won't work. Let's device a stratey (that's my fav. line these days to pull myself out of SITUATIONS).
Was pondering upon a blog today...totally inspirational...people who have made their mark in the societies have had oraganised thought and action most often than not...infact I could safely say always. Well now...this sense of the need for an organised approach to life...is am sure a boon to me...though it arrived in late.

Ah...okie...I fell upon the 'plan in life' to be where u want to be post of smbdy in her blog. Pretty admirable hw she's gotten to see things to be simpler than they actually are. I had always learned to complicate things in life...and be lost in my self-created complications. This is not getting off me...perhaps am used to the complications. Exemplifying it...I cud simply be normal by wanting to get married like other grls...settle down and live happily ever after. Nevretheless there's this strange aspect of me...that often confuses me by indicating that maybe am born to live a life that's different...a life committed to higher things...where there's no marriage...no family. I know that sounds crazy...but well maybe I am crazy...I dunno. Whatever...so lemme descend upon the Earth for a change and try to make my stuff simpler. I also sorta noticed that my capacty to keep frens and move further's is hindered by this 'complicating things' habit of mine.

So...imitating this grl..I try to device a plan for myself...what do I want most basically out of my life...and wish to work towards the same.

1. Finish College
2. Get through and persue Civil Services
3. Get married
4. Study for a couple of years an area of fascination
6. Be a mom
7. Be a supercareergrl, superwife, and supermom (this is sth I picked up frm the blog I was mentioning before)

This is like the set path for now...with fixed deadlines for the same. Besides tha above broad goals...there are a plenty of sub-responsibilities to be taken care of...in their own orders of priority. So this is it for now...I think am a tiny bit relived as of now. I wish things happen the way they r planned (though I disbelieve they do). It's one's own panicky...that makes one worry a lot...:):):)....so that's all abt the current stuff...I'd leave now.


Never really mind...as I think am clearer whar I want otherwise

Talked and talked

I was so damn unsure of whr am going today. I cudn't pull myself thru the situation till now...dunno why (I hope am out and alright now). I talked to mom like for 12 hrs...huh...am so sicked by my dependence on her totally. Whatever...that's okie...no complaining. Oh yeah I wrote a blog post too...it smhw din get published...that was a little waste of time too. Nevermind guys!!

Anyways...so life's gotto be rocking as I realise day after day...it's all u who can mould it the way u want it to be. Totally giving in to a wonderful exercise of living life to the fullest...I'd not want to write more now...as I'd get back wth all fine details when there's real leisure and free mind. Oh btw...watched a couple of episodes of freinds...they r so theurapic...I really think all friends' stars and it's crew perhaps wud go to heaven...unless they have a criminal record. That's all to say...nth more now. Bye bye grls n boys!

Oppurtunity

Lately I realised, that opputunity is around the corner always. One needs the right mind, strategy and action to spot it and utilize it.

The recent encounter of a strange but a fascinating friend's potentially affecting me. I am letting it happen for I need to open my mind to changes and new things. The desire to change's haunting me...for good I strongly believe...for I know the change I am looking towards to is to change into my real self...the self I always thought I was. That cud be pretty confusing and totally egoistic writing abt me me and me again and that too...more and more in depth now. Introspection...I call it a weakness?? or a natural tendency of me (or every human probably!)!.

Anyways so what I wanted to put across was...that I am looking forward to a brighter self...with an initiative appreciation from this new friend (an experience being cashed into a lifetime oppurtunity). I do not want to get into it further. But yeah I can write abt the other stuff. Life's moving on...am learning new things...but at a slower pace than I wish to. I'd not give up I'd still try to catch up to the right speed. I'd move now to other things. Nice blogging today.